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I think the hardest part of breaking up is the fact that two people who were once in love and were each other’s everything turn to be strangers again. Warmth has now been replaced by unbearable coldness and awkwardness.

It’s sad.

Indonesian men’s badminton team just won against Denmark in the semifinal of Thomas Cup. I am feeling so proud and joyous right now. Also excited for tomorrow’s final match against the giant, China. Nevertheless, somewhere inside I still can feel deep sorrow. My heart is still broken and I’m very…

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When I watched the first episode of The Devil Judge, I thought, “Wow, this feels different!”. …

Berapa lama waktu yang terbuang selama aku sibuk bergelut dengan pertanyaan, “apa yang harus kulakukan”?

Kupikir, hidup pada akhirnya menjadi lebih mudah ketika aku berhasil mengarahkannya pada suatu arah. Karena pada akhirnya aku punya alasan untuk bangun pagi dan berjuang. …

Cha Yo-han ‘Doctor John’

Doctor John or Doctor Yo-Han is a K-drama I watched most recently, and I can’t seem to move on from it. Simply because I fell in love with Cha Yo-han’s character who is passionate about his work, and is persevere and tenacious when it comes to treating his patients. He…

I cried because of you. I was dissatisfied and disappointed in a lot of moments. But I also smiled a lot and was very happy during my time with you. You were imperfectly valuable. But it’s always after we lost we see value in things that once we had. Now that I have cut the thread that connected us, I can only watch you go further and further. The memory about you too will soon fade away. By then what I’m able to see is only the empty space you left.

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Aku tak akan lagi bisa memandang keindahan dan kejelekan dengan sama setelah mengenal Pangeran Bahagia. Setiap aku melihat patung yang lusuh di pusat kota, aku akan memikirkan keindahannya di masa lalu, serta apa yang telah diberikannya pada penduduk kota. Sebelum patung itu menjadi usang dan diabaikan bahkan dibuang, ia pernah…

When something went wrong or even end, all the things that once were mattered all of a sudden lost their meaning. Then you begin to question whether those things that once were mattered ever been mattered in the first place or have you just been deluding yourself all this time?

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Beberapa lagu terasa sangat spesial karena ketika mendengarkannya kita merasa seperti menemukan sesuatu dan ditemukan. Seperti lagu ini. Siapa yang menulisnya? Melodinya bikin hatiku terenyuh, suara penyanyinya yang syahdu membasahkan mataku. Kenapa musik bisa menggerakan hati? …

Khutbah shalat ied dua minggu lalu menyinggung soal penyesalan. “Apa yang kita tanam adalah apa yang kita tuai,” kata Ustadz. Apakah kita tersenyum dalam damai atau meratap dalam getir penyesalan, semua tergantung dari apa yang kita tanam di masa lalu, sambungnya lagi kurang lebih.

Aku menanam banyak hal buruk dengan…

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